I've been talking with this boy who sounds really good on paper...nice, smart, cute, employed.
What's the problem then? I have this need to sabotage myself. It's like I have this obligation to pre-warn men that I am fat. It sounds so lame and pathetic, but I would rather be let down earlier on, then start seeing someone and learn later that the guy only privately likes fat girls.
I'm supposed to have a drink with him on Thursday, and I have now given him a, "Just so you know, I'm really fat" email, so he can get out of it if he wants to.
Is that what I am supposed to do? Is it sabotage or just self preservation?
And with Valentines Day looming in the distance, I have to say that I would really like this to work out because a date on V day sounds lovely at this point.
Should I stop giving the warning?